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You are good, you are good
When there’s nothing good in me
You are love, you are love
On display for all to see
You are light, you are light
When the darkness closes in
You are hope, you are hope
You have covered all my sin

You are peace, you are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true, you are true
Even in my wondering
You are joy, you are joy
You’re the reason that I sing
You are life, you are life
In you death has lost its sting

Chorus:
Oh, I’m running to your arms
I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

You are more, you are more
Than my words will ever say
You are Lord, you are Lord
All creation will proclaim
You are here, you are here
In your prescence I’m made whole
You are God, you are God
Of all else I’m letting go

Chorus:
Oh, I’m running to your arms
I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing comares to your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

Chorus:
I’m running to your arms
I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

My heart will sing no other name
Jesus, Jesus
My heart will sing no other name
Jesus, Jesus
My heart will sing no other name
Jesus, Jesus
My heart will sing no other name
Jesus, Jesus

Chorus:
Oh, I’m running to your arms
I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

Chorus:
I’m running to your arms
I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

The last two weeks have been really for me.  Ive been back and forth to Denver for Tina. Bobby has been in the hospital twice!  You may have noticed the total lack of posts yesterday…Bobby had to visit the ER again at 1 AM Tuesday morning and we didn’t get home until about 6:30…then we had 2 Dr’s appts we had to go to, it was an exhausting day.  I have   dropped the ball with so many things these last few weeks.  The laundry pile is massive, my house is gross, I haven’t showered yet today, and most importantly even though I have the Lord on my mind pretty much all the time, I feel so far away.  I know that most of what is going on is a spiritual attack and that there will be blessings at the end, but during the battle it is so hard.  And this time around I think that the lack of sleep is really fueling my emotions.  I feel like, ‘whats wrong with me that I cant handle all this?  why cant I keep the house clean and blog and make dinner and go grocery shopping’  (thank you Lord for the Stockpile)….  Why do I feel so convicted?  Its like every time I think I’m going to get things done and get back on schedule something else happens and everything falls apart!  By the way, I need to apologize for not getting the Walmart List up last week and also not getting ANY Grocery store lists up the last 2 weeks, I have tried, I jsut have not had any time to do it, I’m very sorry…This weeks lists for Piggly Wiggly, PNS, Woodmans and Walmart will be posted in the next 2 days.

Getting back on track, I know this post is totally scattered and doesn’t make total sense, but I needed to ramble for a minute and get my head clear.  I know this is an attack and I just need to keep drawing closer to the Lord for comfort and strength to get thru it all.  He is my Comforter, my Strength, my Guide and my Hope, my Defender, my Salvation, my Rock.

Ps 62: 1-2
I find rest in God
only He can save me.
He is my rock and salvation
He is my defender
I will not be defeated.
vs 5-8
I find rest in God
Only He gives me hope.
He is my rock and salvation.
He is my defender
I will not be defeated.
My honor and salvation come from God
He is my mighty rock and my protection.

Trust in the Lord Always
Tell him your troubles
because He is our protection.